This is the exact reason why I hide my thoughts from people, and why I get anxious when I find out someone has read my pieces. But then when people don't know my perspective on life, and what I've been through to obtain those perspectives, then they just think I mean the opposite of what I actually do, and they end up misunderstanding me. It's a horrible, difficult battle.......
I know its not easy but try to not let it get to you too deeply. Part of my problem stems from an old incident that cost me most of my memory and causes me to wax and wane between being too sensitive or cold.
To be honest, whenever I hear about anyone else's suffering, it kind of adds to my own, and I'm not trying to say that I understand what it's like for you, and what you've been through, I just know that hearing that hurt and I'm sorry that you had to go through it, because it hurts me, even just hearing about it.
Youv'e changed outside but inside seems broken, I know I have the glue marks to prove it. and then I was recently broken again, the world is running out of glue to fix me, so since I will need more you really should get better.....I'm not trying to be greedy but if you become strong, I can get broken again.......I I think I can be broken 3 more times, so as a friend I will break once for you, so you wont......Yeah, I get to save you from breaking.
I hope to see you face again in your next work,,,no smile no special request like "if your gonna be someones heartbreak, just smile",,,,
I like your gallery for all the wrong reasons, but I was lost for awhile and I miss those who I chose to watch and I felt forgotten, so, alone again where I belong,, I wish to write. I think a person can write if I am writing to, lets say you.... I felt sadness in this work, but I am hoping you'll just sit up and walk to the camera and say"I hope that comes out sad", I'm such an artist !.......but for now it look's real............you should let me know, just in case ok.._____________________________________________xc