I can'tI want toI need toI have toBut I can'tBecause somebody might open the doorand see...
Why? (Prompt 13 #1)Harry wasn't sleeping, he wasn't eating, he hadn't even showered for a week and yet he still managed to go on. He just lied there, with the door locked, crushed.The boys had tried, but it wasn't working. Today however, one of them was very persistent.Niall banged on the door repeatedly. "Harry!", he called out. "Harry please open the door it's me Niall!", he continued.Harry just ignored him, as usual. He saw with the last knock Niall had opened the door a bit, he'd forgotten to lock it. He payed Niall wouldn't notice and checked on his makeshift bandages around his wrists, wincing. Niall opened the door fully and closed it behind him he sat next to Harry and frowned. "What's wrong Harry?", he asked sweetly. "I don't like to see you like this, you're not the same anymore."Harry hid his wrists under the covers when Niall came in, looking up at him. "It's nothing Ni." He said in monotone. "Harry it is something, come on you can tell me.", he pouted. He lay next to Harry and hugged him
LucyLucyI watched her dieFor two yearsKnowing -- knowingThat it was cancerI was toldTwo years agoShe has watched meGrow and learnBeen thereUnderstoodHappy to see meRarely complainingA smile on her faceAnd happinessWe tried surgeryFinally in the endWe tried no moreAnd let her dieIn my arms.She has been my companionFor 12 yearsJust been thereShe was my loving dog, who cared for me.Lucy RIP 8/1/2013
I give you my wordYou're so beautifuland I will always mean itYou made my heart racewhen I first Met youI've loved you for awhilebut was afraid to show youYou're still my crushand I will always care about youI will always be here for youthrough the worse and the best timesCause it is true to methat I fell for you the longestYou're amazing eyesand the lovestruck smileI will always love youeven if we aren't togetherYou're an amazing girland I hope you're future is wonderfulI give you my wordthat I will always be here for you
ConfusionI slowly open my eyesUnaware of last nights lowThen it hits meLike a thousand knivesI lie in bed and begin to remember everythingOr was it a dream?I check messages i sent last nightNope,its the real dealI'm scaredConfusedAloneI get like this when someone i likeKnows i like themIts an uncontrollable feelingA defence mechanismTo stop me feeling pain from the rejectionDespite all the rejection I've experiencedI lie in bed and stare at the white ceilingWith music in my earsMy cheeks flushI'm so ashamedDo i apologise to himDo i leave it?I don't want him to think I'm weirdOr anything negativeI've heard too much negativityOver the past 10 yearsWhy cant things be positive for once?I'm confusedDazedUnaware of thingsHe probably doesn't careBut stupid old meHas to make things awkwardIll risk what's left and tell him I'm sorry one last time..