LucyLucyI watched her dieFor two yearsKnowing -- knowingThat it was cancerI was toldTwo years agoShe has watched meGrow and learnBeen thereUnderstoodHappy to see meRarely complainingA smile on her faceAnd happinessWe tried surgeryFinally in the endWe tried no moreAnd let her dieIn my arms.She has been my companionFor 12 yearsJust been thereShe was my loving dog, who cared for me.Lucy RIP 8/1/2013
I can'tI want toI need toI have toBut I can'tBecause somebody might open the doorand see...
What Is Love? A little over six months ago, a boy who was interested in me at the time asked me what I thought love was. "What do you think love means? What does being in love mean to you?" he asked. Of course, the first thing that came to my mind was a face. Not his face. Someone else's face. Someone I'd been trying to convince myself I hadn't been in love with for the past six months. I didn't tell him what immediately popped into my head, although I did answer him. And I answered him honestly. "Love is wanting to be with someone all the time," I replied. "Love is the pain you feel when that person is gone for even five minutes." I rattled off a dozen or so more things that constituted love as love in my eyes."Love is when you care about someone else's happiness more than your own.""Love is when you want the best for someone." "Love is when nothing else matters to you more than being there for that other person.""Love means never leaving, even when things get really hard." "Lov
I give you my wordYou're so beautifuland I will always mean itYou made my heart racewhen I first Met youI've loved you for awhilebut was afraid to show youYou're still my crushand I will always care about youI will always be here for youthrough the worse and the best timesCause it is true to methat I fell for you the longestYou're amazing eyesand the lovestruck smileI will always love youeven if we aren't togetherYou're an amazing girland I hope you're future is wonderfulI give you my wordthat I will always be here for you
ConfusionI slowly open my eyesUnaware of last nights lowThen it hits meLike a thousand knivesI lie in bed and begin to remember everythingOr was it a dream?I check messages i sent last nightNope,its the real dealI'm scaredConfusedAloneI get like this when someone i likeKnows i like themIts an uncontrollable feelingA defence mechanismTo stop me feeling pain from the rejectionDespite all the rejection I've experiencedI lie in bed and stare at the white ceilingWith music in my earsMy cheeks flushI'm so ashamedDo i apologise to himDo i leave it?I don't want him to think I'm weirdOr anything negativeI've heard too much negativityOver the past 10 yearsWhy cant things be positive for once?I'm confusedDazedUnaware of thingsHe probably doesn't careBut stupid old meHas to make things awkwardIll risk what's left and tell him I'm sorry one last time..
My Heart, love, and soulI give to youmy heart,tis yours to doas you please.I give you my soul,in hopes thatmaybe you'lllead it the right way.I give you my love,in hope thatyou will cherish itand help it grow.I give you my all,in hopes that youwill not throw it all away,and break me like so many others.Tis you I am trusting,with my heart, love, and soul.so please all I want in simple return.is that you do not throw any of it away.
I AskedI asked you If I was PRETTY, you said NOI asked you If I was FAT, you said YES OF COURSE!I asked you If you WANTED to be with me forever, you said NOI asked you If you would CRY If I walked away, you said NOI had heard to muchAnd needed leave, as I walked away...You grabbed my arm and told me to stayYou said...Your not PRETTY, your BEAUTIFULThe only thing FAT about you is your HEARTI don't WANT to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you foreverAnd Baby, I wouldn't CRY if you walked away...I WOULD DIE!
Unconditional LoverI would kill to sleepin your arms for a day.To wake up with yourarms tightly around me.Listening to yourslow steady heartbeats.Your sweet touch drivingme insane.Hearing your voice softlyspeak my name.Looking up into your eyes and seeingnothing but love and desire.Knowing I feel the same.Filled with enthusiastic wonder.Laughing as loud as thunder.Showing away all my pain.Just.By.Kissing me.Making me forget why i questioned my fears.Wiping away my silent tears.Just for a day.I want to feel safe.I want you...My homesick lover,to feel the same.