Behind this MaskYou smile at meI smile backBut when you turn aroundmy smile starts to fadeBehind this painbehind this maskis someone that you never knewa girl in painBehind this maskis a girl in painNo way to copebut to cry her heart outFaking the smilebut crying when aloneBehind this maskIs the girl you will never know
I'm Fine"Are you okay?"That's all they say.And I leave behindThese words in my mind.I'm broken, I'm dying.Inside, I'm crying.There are wounds beneath my skin.There are trials I face within.There are things I just can't say.There are people I must betray.Beneath a smile, I feel pain.Behind the sun, there's always a little rain.And beneath these words I hold in my head...There's always the thing I say instead.I leave the truth behind..So when they say, "are you okay?"I always say, "I'm fine."
My Favorite DrugIt's so destructive,chaotic,toxic,radioactive.It spreads like an infection,disease,virus,epidemic.It is inevitable.You can't hid from it.You can't run from it.It is always there.It is what you see.What you hear.What you speak.What you think.What you breathe.What you feel.Sometimes it's painful,but worth the sacrifice.Sometimes it's depressing,still the high is rewarding.It is so invigorating,euphoric,enticing,extravagant.It is so unpredictable,blinding,random,spontaneous.It is a cosmic concept.But so difficult to fathom its meaning.Do you know what it is?It is very addicting.Very blissful.Very bipolar.So worth all the agony and suffering.It is my favorite drug....Love.