It's So Hot Here, I'm Gonna Die!!!

I'm so sick of this heat, I'm being boiled alive Dx

Anyhow, I went to town with a mate today, it was fun. We walked around basically in a big circle over and over again until we decided to sit on the stairs beneath the cinema. We got sushi and just sat there talking about relationships for a few hours. I felt a little sick for a while, but I got over it. We ended up going to Jay Jays and she brought a necklace with her star sign on it (cancer).

It was fun to have some "single girls time", we talked about our past friendships and relationships. And the weirdest thing happened... I saw my ex bestfriend, who had been ignoring me for months, she hadn't even called or messaged me in months, after we had this big fight. I admit I was partly at fault, but she was the one who blew it totally out of preportion and refused to even try and see my side. Anyway, she ended up running over to me and told me she was gonna call me and that we needed to hang out once she got back from this music festival she's going to. I was a little stunned I must confess, however I think it will be good for me to catch up with her. We may have changed alot since when we first met on our first day of intermediate. But she still knows how it felt to be an outcast like moi.

Also (this is a big deal to me, although I doubt it will ever happen, it's the best plan I've ever come up with) I think I know what I want to do with my life.

Just last night one of my best friends asked me what I wanted to do when I left school. I always figured I'd go onto uni or something, but the more I think, the more I realise I don't enjoy anything I've ever encountered at school. My friends are all passionate about something and I'm just there, struggling through the day. Long story short, I want to open a sex toy shop.

Yes, you read that right.

Anyway I know anything of that nature can be purchased online, but like the sex shop in my town, we'd have the front open to everyone, keep all the dodgy stuff in the R18 section in the back. Sell stupid joke stuff in the front. Also, I really think this is something that I could achieve. My dad has always owned his own buisness (music store, obviously different but same principle) and I know it's never easy starting your own buisness, but I think this is what I'm supposed to do with my life. I've always been a little random, but can be discreet when necisary. It's something that I would actually enjoy, and I'll probably end up going to uni first anyway, I understand sometimes dreams have to wait. But this is what I want to do with my life. I'm 99% sure, I've never found anything else that I've had a passion for. But this might be it

Anyway funny story. Me and one of my best friends were walking along the road and we decided that this would be a great idea, and she would love to go into business with me (This bit might not happen, I get the feeling's her dreams are alot bigger than mine) anyway we were walking down the road and the heat was making us loud and stupid. This (very hot, lip pierced) guy was walking toward us and I exclaimed "We'll sell dildos to ALL the people!"

And he just cracked up laughing xD

I get the feeling I made his day

Anywho, we both wished we had've stopped to talk to him, but yet again, another missed connection for me... Ah well I'm starting to enjoy being single, I can be who ever I want, do whatever I want, and not have to fuss over another person

Hope you guys all had as awesome of a day as I did!

Feel free to come visit me in my future career xD